My Brother, My Friend

Dedicated to my little brother and my friend. 
A few verses of love, I'd just like to send.
I always enjoy, spending time with you. 
In so many ways, together we grew.

We share a close bond, and a very strong link. 
We openly express, whatever we think.
Just want to thank you, for all you have done. 
You've always been irritating, hilarious and fun.

You're one of those people, that is genuinely nice 
You probably always are willing, to take my advice.
My life has been blessed, with a brother like you. 
With you by my side, life's easier to chew!

Through fallen decades, aggrieved heart sustained
I found my calling, forgot I was pained
Just when the going got peaceful and nothing was boring
Gales of torture, and tears started pouring

We've grown together, but very slowly apart,
But you will always been in my heart.
From a distance I will still watch over you grow,
Wondering about the man I'd get to know.

Even though you have it, don't grow up in a hurry.
You’re going to be somebody, this I already know.
But there's a lot to learn, what you have will help you grow.
Keep your eyes open don't let anything pass you by.

Good choices you've made all together,
I'm so glad you didn't pay attention little brother.
So many things going on around you,
I'm so thankful it didn't drag you in too.

A few lines of rhymes, is what I have picked
To try and tell you how much you will be missed
An excellent future is what you have chosen
Enjoy every second you are there to make it golden

I'm always here as whatever you want
Please don't keep any feelings that might give you a haunt.
A call or a message away is all that I always will be,
Just make a wish & it being fulfilled is what you will see.

I am forced to move on

A lonely day it was when I thought of taking a stroll

With my mind stuck with questions, about what on Earth was my role

A big question mark is all that could be seen on my face

With a feeling that the entire world was just overtaking me at a might pace

I looked towards the clouds today, and for a moment saw your face

And wondered just were you have gone, with a hope it's a better place

Did you try contacting me to me today, to tell me you're alright?

Or was it just a daydream, playing tricks upon my sight

Then I thought of the time you left, and didnt say a word

No hugs, no kisses, nor the torturous good-bye was heard!

You have changed our lives forever, your time here is  not in vain

And hope you know I always tried, to keep you safe from pain

We will always feel the void inside, because you are not here

But each new thought you send our way, let's us know you're always near

So until our journey nears it's end, and we hear the angels sing

We'll face each new day as it comes, and live off the love you bring

I want to run, I want to hide.

From all the pain you have caused inside.

I want to scream, I want to cry.

Why can't I just say, Goodbye??

I want to move on, but I just can't let go.

I love you more than you will ever know.

I want to start over, I want to feel free!

But this pain never seems to let me be.

You have hurt me bad, the pain is deep.

From all the promises you made & couldn't keep.

All the lies, I heard you say.

Are in my head and it just won't fade.

Its only now that I realize that you're gone

I'm stranded & goal-less, So I'm moving on

All I ask you to do, is not to hold me back

Cos after ages I feel, I'm finally ready to pack.

So, with all said & done I'm saying good-bye,

Just agree to disagree & Please don't ask why!

I loved you sincerely, but now I'm over you,

I had loved you, I still love you, I promise I always will do.